I think about you day and night and wonder "Why Me?", I wanted you so very much my precious baby. At least I had the chance to hold you and feel your touch. And to tell you to remember Mommy loves you very much. I know they say with time the pain will go away. But my love and memories for you will always stay. I wanted so much to hear you laugh and cry, so many dreams have just passed me by. I know I must let go and begin to move on, but I don't know how to say goodbye...